Pretty Pathetic Lyrics

[Originally by Smoking Popes]

You should have heard me sobbing
As I drove home that night
Got in the bed and stayed there
For days I just laid there
Having been permanently changed
But we won�t give into that now
Let�s take it from the start
You should have seen me smiling
Like the world was mine
She used to call me baby
Softly, sometimes
But if I dwell on those days to long
I feel like my life is over
And that�s no good so lets move on
To the part where I began to sense
Her distance
I barely can hold on tighter
And that makes it worse
Cause how am I supposed
To take it when she says
This is something im going through
It�s got nothing to do with you
I had a special evening all planned out
Desperately determined to re ignite
Some spark between us
She had to feel something for me
A love as strong as ours
Doesn�t just go away
You can�t just turn it off
Unless she was lying all those times
But I don�t think so
I really don�t think so
The way she used to look at me
Made me a thousand feet high
The meaning of the word cool
Not the same geek
Who fumbled with his words that night
The ugliest night
I said some pretty awkward things
I got the feeling she felt sorry for me
I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone
But I had to go on
Embracing my self
I MISS WHAT WE HAD I NEED YOU SO BADLY
I must have sounded pretty pathetic I know
And that�s why I don�t blame her for what she said
Listen to her rambling
And we don�t know each other that well
But you�re so easy to talk to
I feel I could tell you almost anything
I hope I haven�t put you off
I have a tendency to do that
Why don�t I just be quiet.